Today she said, 'Your size has nothing to do with your ability to date. Lots of big girls have lots of dates, what it depends on is how you feel about yourself.'
It hit me, I detest who I am. I feel like shit. I hate how I look and feel. I am grossly overweight and I look terrible.
Sometimes, I just want to die and get it over with. I know I will live to a ripe old age and the thought of going through life like this is almost more than I can bare.
Life shouldn't have to be endured but it is.
